It’s been almost four mornings since your lips grazed mine,
and you looked at me sweetly and told me to
put my seatbelt on
even though we had arrived – the car was beeping and you were being silly, though now I wonder –
it’s been eight mornings since you told me
you were really looking forward to seeing me, and, (stupidly, I guess),
I said the same.
Should I contact him? I inquire nervously, barely raising my eyes,
and everyone tells me NO, NO, NO,
This is the game, Sabrina,
Sabrina, the game,
and you’ve given away the ball and let him score,
and now he’s looking for a new partner.
And I hear them, but it’s the way you might hear distant shouting while locked inside a steel drum,
And I think
this is all very good advice, but no one else saw the fires you started with your eyes, and
your body has never curved so fiercely around another woman’s body.
Six weeks of digging a hole so the water could
break through –
that’s forty-two mornings, forty-two.
You told me you admired my tenacity with a shovel.
And when the water came, with a whoooosh and a gush that made me
I called to you proudly, and said, “Here. Swim with me,”
and you called it a flood.